To the one left behind..

I'm sorry I didn't end it sooner. I knew it would come to this. I knew there would come a time letting go of you would be like cutting off a part of my limbs.

I'm sorry I made it go on for so long. I made it last this long even if I knew we were never a match. Even if I knew I was dragging myself into a trap, I stayed. I tried.

I'm sorry I made the wrong decision. I decided to stick with you even if I felt like I am not enjoying. Even when I saw you'd rather be somewhere else instead, I held on to you.

I'm sorry I was too weak. I didn't have enough courage to tell you I was in pain. I held it all in, praying things would change. I kept it inside; hoping things would be different when I opened my eyes the next day.

I'm sorry I lied. I led myself to believe everything was okay. Even though all the signs pointed to no, I still kept telling myself yes.

I'm sorry I gave you so many chances. I led you to believe second, third, fourth chances were easily acquired. For the times I tore down the wall simply because I wanted to be with you.

I’m sorry I am where I am now. ..I am so sorry i had opted to leave...and break your heart rather than have mine be broken by you..